Meeting And Saying Good Bye!
I met many, and I mean Many people along the way, and some turned out as best friends while others.. not so much . But my journey only just started. And I know sometimes I have been harsh and over dramatic, but let's over look that. What I'm trying to point out is that I miss every single person I met along my way and my wish is to just talk to them once more.
You feel the sharp pain, when the ones that you cared for are gone. You try to look for them but they have disappeared. The ghostly memories will forever stay ledged in my heart. Your heart beats faintly as the memories flash back. The stormy weather suits your mood while the cold hurts your skin. You turn to your mind. You try to forget but you can't. You never can. The flashbacks will always stay inside of you. So when you become a monster, they set you free again!
Letting Go;
They might have forgotten me, but I will not forget them!
Many have forgotten me, and my past. But that doesn't mean I can throw all the memories away. I feel what I feel. The memories weathered my soul into a cold dwelling creature. It hurts to see so many leave your side but you cannot avoid that. Sooner or later we all know this will come our way. So we need to start thinking about ourselves and focus on the reality.
Before I Became ***************:
My intention was to just role-play and have fun also for people to like my name but not copy/clone it. And so far I'm doing quite well. Apart from one or two floofs.
Back in the days, I was named Feathers and my Mate was White Feathers (Which later turned his name to Dark Feathers). And my best friend was named Gold Feathers. I met them both on Fly Like A Bird 3, Back in 2010. Those were the days.
But anyway, besides the none cloning policy of my name there is one special reason why I chose to be named that.
When I was little I lost a friend. She died on the 27th May. So as a tribute I carry her name and she'll live through me. I know it's my friend for life that I lost. I will continue to carry her name and someday I will make her remembered by many others.
When we lose a friend, we feel sadness. The friend who kept you company has now left your side. You feel blank and tears keep your sorrow locked. You feel alone, you feel defeated. You beg life to give you one more chance, to make your friend come back to life. yet you what you don't know is that someday you will get over the death and focus on your new life, new beginning.
They will never leave your side, their deathly figures will lure by your side. They will watch over you just like you watched over them. they will always help you and hear your words, thoughts and memories. They will hold your hand when you feel lonely. They will put you to sleep and watch over you to keep monsters at bay.
Future
I have have wishes that won't come true, I have dreams that will stay as dreams, I have thoughts that never became words. I have a soul that became dark.
I am powerless, and I lurk in the shadows just to look at my past. I became strong but fell back down. I stood up and carried on. I became weak and slid down into the shadows of mine. Where I feel safe, where I feel lonely.
We don't know what the future holds, it might scar us, or it might change us. But no matter what lays ahead of you, Just...remember me.
